You never know when you'll be confronted with having a serious, deep conversation with your children. Tonight was one of those times. We were watching this adorable movie and the subject about life and death came up when the boys were wondering why the children in the movie were so sad. I explained to them that their mommy in the movie went to Heaven. Noah wanted to know if I would be going to Heaven some day and, if so, would I come right back? He said this will quivering lips and tears in his eyes. I told him when I go to Heaven, I will not come back but I will be with them in spirit at all times. Of course, this answer was not good enough. How could it be? I then explained that at some point later on, they would join me in Heaven along with their daddy, his brother, his grandparents, his cat! and all the other people and things he loves and that we'd be together forever! That made him instantly happier and a celebration ensued. Do I know all of this for a fact? Not with cold, hard facts but in my heart I know for sure we will be back together some day, up in Heaven, never to be apart, living in bliss!
Now his other question, well....I had to stick to reality. No, we could not go to the zoo and ask for some animals so that we could not set up our own backyard zoo. Sorry, that's just not going to happen. Not as long as we're in Palm Coast anyway. Ha ha ha!





















In loving memory of Dale Reese Neilson, Sr.
















